We're Done . Definitely

Things happened too fast for me . Day by day , the memories remain silent between us . She got friend . And i quite boring for her . Even , she is my " adik angkat " , but i felt sad because at the end things change and i'm not even expecting we will turn like this . But , i wish i could be her lovely brother forever . Maybe , i should give her some space for her to start new life with another man she love . Because i'm nobody to stop her . Ini semua jodoh pertemuan oleh Allah . aku redha . Dari dulu sampai sekarang . Allah dah tentukan jalan hidup aku . Jauh sekali utk aku berduka ketentuan dia . Begitu juga dengan orang yang aku temu dan sayang sebelum ini . Aku bukanlah lelaki yang sesuai untuk mereka . They deserve better alot than me . Let me continue this life like usual . Thanks for everything :)

As Soon As

After you turned away , I missed you so much
I ran to you crazily ,
But ..
What is this ? what the hell is this ?
You're in the arms of another
You stare at him and smile ?
This isn't it , this isn't it , no , this can't be , why ?
Baby , do you like being in his arms better ?
Did you ever stop to think of me ?
As soon as you turn away , as soon as you left me
Did you just erase me , forget me ?
Don't you even have any regrets ? and how could you be so natural ?
As soon as i left you and turned away , we broke up

I left you and turned away , i became insanely crazy
Who are you to me ?
As I watch you laugh together
I hope that you'll be happy with him
stupid , stupid , unbelievable fool

I'll erase you from my heart , even if my heart begs to see you
I don't need consoling
I'm never going to love again
Fine , do as you want , if you want leave ,
go ahead because I don't wanna get hurt
I'm not sad at all , it ends right here

I'm sorry but I've forgotten you too
I have regrets but I've prayed for you, too
This is the story of our break up ...

Thanks for everything , dear :')

Oh no , Not again ?

Today , i dont feel like doing anything . Shit . aku dah agak , last minute mesti tak jadi punya nak pegi mandi kat beach . urgh . Aku dahlah jarang balik Penang , baru ingat nak hangout ngn member member , but .. HAISH ! mula plan , nak pegi Monkey Beach , tapi cancel , sebab financial problem . so tak kesah lahh sangat . pastu , kami just plan nak pegi mandi kat Miami Beach Penang je , ada yang nak bawak balang shisha la , last last , tade transport . aku tahan ngantok , tido sejam , last last , diorang sedap je tido .

Plan B . play soccer , and eat Nasik Kandaq . makan panaih panaih . haha :D

...

pfft . sekian . back to sleep . mornight

Someone like me ? pfft

"Ad, seriously there's one of my students whose behaviour is exactly like u.. and the best part is.. His name is also Ad :)" - Miss Ainaa Azman

Haha . someone just like me ? same behavior and attitude . wahh . tapi , benda yang paling ketara tu , bila nama dia pon Ad ? haha . copycat . But , my ex lecturer , Miss Ainaa Azman said , Between I and him , she said I more handsome than him . hahaha :D perfect . That makes the difference :D
But , I already miss her . rindu pulak nak hangout together :(